Now I am kinda in a relationship with someone (I have yet avoided the words “boyfriend” and “girlfriend” and am happy with that) I find myself worrying more about what I am going to wear around him. 

I can’t wait for this to get out of that stage and into the stage where he sees me looking shitty and isn’t supposed to care. But that means it gets more serious and that is scary 

the thought of all this relationshippy stuff has me wanting to run for the hills and I am so bad at this aaaaaaa